No Lights In The Dark

Have you ever seen blue clouds in a grey sky

Ever felt everything crashing down on you all at the same time

Have you ever felt like you was drowning in emotions an couldn’t breathe

Ever wake up to a empty fridge with no food to eat

Depression is a bitch and she’ll kick your ass

I don’t think nobody should be alone when they’re sad

Growing up in my family stuff always went bad

An my mom did the best she could with what she had

I’m just so lost in this world an I want to be found

Very lost and empty an it’s breaking me down

I’m not gone lie my own thoughts scare me sometimes

I remember I was beyond suicidal back in 09

Being happy was never one of my strong suits

Faking it everyday is something I always do

I don’t wanna die it’s just sometimes I don’t want to exist

I know to a lot of people that probably makes no sense

People tend to fade but memories don’t

They cause so much hurt & pain but cannabis won’t

Drugs make me feel all numb inside

I rather be numb than in pain all the time

I’m fighting to be successful

I’m fighting to be happy

One day very soon

I believe it all will happen