Trying

I’m trying to better myself

Maybe one day I’ll be a good person

I’m trying to have good health

Maybe one day my body will be perfect

I’m trying to be happy

But it never last

I’m trying and trying to not be sad

But I always seem to get mad so fast

I’m trying to grow into the women I know I can be

I just want my mom to be proud of me

I’m trying so hard to get my life on track

But every time I take one step forward I get knocked two steps back

I’m trying not to give up

I keep on trying but it’s like I got no luck

I’m trying to be more positive

But the negative thoughts keep getting in the way

I’m trying to get these demons out of me

That’s a battle I tend to fight everyday