First Love

In 2016 I met the perfect girl

She was everything I could ever ask for , she was my world

The way she would look and smile

Made my stomach do backflips about a hundred times

We had fit together so perfectly like a puzzle

But she wanted to argue too much she needed a muzzle

What I loved most about her was she always spoke her mind

Babygirl was a baddie yes she was a dime

She always watch me as I sleep

Woke up to plenty videos in my phone of her kissing me

Her name will forever be stitched into my heart

Till this day I still hate myself for ripping hers apart

I never meant to hurt her it wasn’t in my intentions

All the things I said while I was mad I swear I never meant it

But that doesn’t make it right

I just been beyond lost since she left my life

I just want her to be happy even if it’s not with me

Even though with me is where I always expected her to be

Things change and people grow apart

She been threw me out of her heart

I got her initials tattooed on me

I’ll never get it covered

Cause unlike her , in my heart she’ll always mean something