Inside !

Life , sometimes I wonder am I living it right

If I die could I come back and live it twice

Would anybody notice if I wasn’t here

I honestly wonder if anyone would care

Dark clouds seems to always surround me

No matter how much I try to fake happy

So much hurt and pain I hide deep inside

Half of the time I feel like this world I won’t survive

I’m drowning in the middle of the ocean

Just laying there floating

At least that’s how I feel every second of everyday

Beyond tired of begging god to take the pain away

All I do is disappoint

My life ? Honestly there’s no point

Numbness inside is all I feel

Sometimes all the pain and hurt be too much to deal

I’m lost in a world full of predators

While I’m their prey

I’m gonna make myself a promise

That I’ll be happy one day it just won’t be today