Letter To An Angel

It’s going on 11yrs that you be gone

It hurt mommy real bad when you left her all alone

You was her best friend , her first born

Since that day her heart been torn

An it’s not your fault I know that

What makes me mad is that you never got no justice

I feel myself mad at the world an I really can’t help it

I can’t talk nor think about you without shedding some tears

Silently weeping wishing you was here

The fact I can barely remember you hurts the most

It’s like you never even existed like a ghost

The day you died my happiness died too

I’m drowning in my thoughts and don’t know what to do

Everyday I wake up still thinking your alive

Then reality hits me and I cant believe you really died

Over the years you would think the pain eased up

But over the years the pain is steady eating me up

One day in heaven we will meet again

Until then I say bye for now to my brother to the end