Self Hate

Im standing here looking at my reflection in a mirror

Opening my eyes to the world so I can see things clearer

Surrounded by negative people with negative thoughts

Always takes my mind to a place real dark

I can never seem to do anything right

I don’t see myself being successful in life

I’m not a good person nobody should want to know me

I can honestly say I’m my own enemy

I fail at everything I do I always give up

You have to be a shark in this world or it will eat you up

People always tell me I’m full of potential

But little do people know I’m just full of issues

Standing in the rain as it pours on my skin

Screaming to the sky when will it end

All the pain and suffering seems to just always last

As I take this breath I’m praying it’s my last